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Thursday, October 30, 2008

Oooo Yeah!

Well me and a friend are getting closer I am so happy. . . but sometimes i think she gets annoyed but over all we are talkin again . . . ( woot woot) lol! Well i am still confused but way way better!

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Confuzzled!

Well there is this guy, need i say more? Well i hang out with him about once a week, and well I used to have this huge huge crush on him but that was physical like i thought he was cute. Then i got to know him and then he found this amazing girl and apparently he loves her. But i am confused because he always makes it feel like he likes me more than a friend! And a lot of people are saying no he is just a good guy and he is ur friend but every time i fall for him! Can i get over . . . Could i get over him . . . better question will i get over him?

Thursday, October 23, 2008

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well i got my haircut! yeah its like totally awesome!! well its short, way short! and W love it only i wish it could be a little shorter in the back . . . i am going back to get it cut shorter! and get more bangs! lol i will get a picture up as soon as i get one! lol well things are going way better between me and D . . . he is taking it better than i thought he would!

Well i have a FAVORITE SONG!! its called just dance by Lady Gaga . . . she is so pretty and i love the beat and the lyrics are so funny! and i would listen to it 24/7 if i could and i would not get annoyed by it!! The music video is a little questionable . . . and the point of the song not to good . . talks about drinking to much and just dancing, but . . . i love it!


So soon its going to be Halloween and i am going as a scary pumpkin but i wanted to be a clown . . see i am wearing black sweats and a sweatshirt and then putting my hood over my head then my mask! and i really wanted to be clownzilla it looks really scary! but the pumpkin mask was like only a dollar at Wal-mart so wut the heck! but if i find one then i am totally being a clown! SO Halloween weekend i am going to my bffs and we are doing a saw marathon and its going to be awesome! i wish we could try to do a Halloween marathon but we would like only be able to watch like 3 of them! lol

Well this weekend i am going to the same bffs and going to see saw 5 LOL!! its like saw saw saw! lol I told my mom and she asked who saw five wut? lol it was hilarious . . .tried to explain and she was like "yuck" lol i cant wait well we might see hsm 3 so idk! either way its awesome! and then this weekend i am also dieing my hair . . . again! lol black!! YEAH!

SO umm this lil group meeting we have its called slice and we are starting it up again and i cant wait cuz i have been struggling a lot lately and i need help and encouragement! Jb is like the head of it and she is amazing and i feel bad for her because she is a good person and a lot of bad things are happening to her and its not fair! I know . . . . I know life is not fair but still! Bad things aren't supposed to happen to good people! Thats just how i see it!

Well if any of you have any of ur fav quotes then comment and tell me some! and u will put them on my blog! love yah!

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

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Well . . . . i just typed a lot and then it deleted so i will quickly summarize . . . i am single . . . friends are retarded and fighting, and i am cutting my hair!! YEAH!

Friday, October 17, 2008

BORED in BIOLOGY

   Hey I am n biology and i am just surfing on the web . . . . twilight stuff mostly! lol lots of icons and pictures! cant wait for November 21!! that's when the movie comes out! YES!! 
    Well i just want to say something of my friends . . . well one of them is well lets say J . . . she is the most amazing best friend ever, she is like my twin but she looks different! lol we have the same birthday and we like the same things we have mostly the same problems and  . . . i can tell her anything and she will understand, she is me drug . . . lol my heroine! Another is H . . . she is . . .  she is indescribable! I love her so much! I can tell her anything and she will give me something in return  . . . she tells me everything and anything!  She has a blog too! Love her to death! These chicks are so close to my heart an ope heart surgery couldn't pry them one millimeter away! so here is to all me friends may you never change! :D

Thursday, October 16, 2008

Sweets!

Well sorry i didn't post yesterday! lol busy busy busy this week! Well thanks for all the comments ur awesome and to the anonymous poster who said i was busted . . . . nice but she does! lol love yah! he he he he . . . ok well next topic GERMANS!! yeah . . . . well our German people came today and i meet one . . . his name is jan but it is pronounced as yan! weird . . . well he is like really shy but a few more days and well he will be so social its not funny! well hopefully

Well Saturday is sweetest day!! and i got a surprise for my bf . . . . lol hehehe . . . . well its not like omg but he will like it . . . .hopefully!! lol . . . .well yeah he is such a dog *woof*woof* lol inside joke!! . . . . BE YOURSELF!!!! (Lil tip) :D

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Nighty Night!

well its like 10:00 and well i need my rest cuz i sleepy! *yawn*! lol one time i did that in a email and every time i read it i yawned! like every time . . . weird! anyway well . . . just thought i say sweet dreams to all my girlies . . . may they dream awesome dreams and . . . well dream about worlds with happily ever afters!

Morning :)

well its Tuesday morning and well i didn't go to school . . . well i am going to but not know. . . lol ya no BIOLOGY!!! woot woot . . . anyways i wanted to put a shout out to TAYLOR . . . . i love you chicka i am sorry for wut i said i was angry and upset and boys are diving me crazy hopefully you will find this and read it and forgive me . . . love ya sista from another mista! p.s. i don't want to like him!! lol

yay bout that there is this guy and he is sooo cute and he always flirts and it drives me crazy because it makes me think he likes me and then i will start to like him! grr but he doesn't like . . nvm!! ARG! (wow did i actually say arg?) well no one has left comments but that's ok cuz i feel better just saying everything on here so !! GO COMMENT!!

Monday, October 13, 2008

Well Well Well . . .

Hey y'all . . . well i just came back from a band competition! yeah . . . we got a 2 which is ok some other band got a 1 and the other got a 3 so its all good! yeah um like all the band people loved our uniforms and star stuff!! well we still suck . . . but we did good . . . boys are starting to annoy me ok one of them called me mannish!! dude i don't even like . . . no i don't ok i have curves and my . well . . . nvm. . . dude i have a boyfriend! :)

Speaking of boyfriends . . . well i know this girl and i love her to death! but she is really pretty and skinny and she is my best friends sister!! and well like every time i liked someone she always likes them and i try to be nice but it bothers me because she is prettier than me and skinnier and . . . nvm :X

Well on to another subject . . . FAN FICTION!! yeah BOY! well when i first was first introduced to fan fiction it was by my two lovely cohorts (jenandbarryblogspot.com) well back then it was all harry potter . . . Hermione and Malfoy mostly! well anyway i just finish breaking dawn and know its all about twilight baby!!! yeah!! lol i am obsessed dude i didn't know a fictional character could have to many stalkers lol . . . which is impossible since he doesn't not exist! lol wow . . . . well please post comments on ur FAV story on FanFic and let me know the really good ones on of my fav is Dreaming I'm Alive . . . its good . . . READ IT!

Sunday, October 12, 2008

Twilight!

Well I am a major Twilight fan and . . . I am so excited to see the new movie! *dancing* Well I read all the books in less than a month . . . crazy right (wow I say that a lot) Well I am praying that Stephenie Meyer (how ever you spell her name) will write midnight sun!! I-I don't know what I would do to get a hold of that book, but i am pretty sure it would be anything!! So I am writing this to all of my fan-family!! Have any good twilight websites?

First Day!!

yeah . . .well its my first day!! To start off with, last week must have been the worst week yet the best week ever! Crazy right. well I am having friend troubles and its like drama drama drama, the girls at my school are like bitchzillas and ugh . . . well then i just got the most amazing boyfriend ever and i love it when he is around because he makes me forget he is like my . . . um well i cant remember the word but it deals with numbing! lol :) then to top it off me dad threatened to leave . . . yeah not so fun! well hope this next week will be way better . . . . wish me luck!