CIAO!

Well in case you don't know ciao is hello in Italian. Well life is being life right now. I just had a sleep over that I went to and I had a blast! We played rock band for like 7 hours straight! Then stayed up until like 6 in the morning! Let's just say I wasn't exactly miss nice that night/morning. I get really sick or cranky when I don't get sleep! Anyway I just was bored @ 11:00 at night so I decided to blog something! Umm ..... the thing is what do I blog? Well I might be going shopping tomorrow! YAH!! I will be spending most of my time at Barns & Noble (sry i can't spell) and Hot Topic. I need some graphic tees and some books, oo and maybe I will head into Pac Sun or Claire's! I am going to a party tomorrow at a guys house, and I can wait.... no I mean can, it's going to be all couples and then people I dislike are going but then the other party the one at my church is going to be like no fun! Grr o wells, Umm please please comment good or bad, anonymous or not, doesn't matter! Well love you guys so much! HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!

COPY??

so this is a poll . . . . do you ____ it when people copy you? ( books, hair, answers, food, etc.)

a) LOATH

b) Hate

c) Dislike

d) Like

e) Love

 

I don't hate it but when the person who is doing the copying hates copying . . . um kinda like being a hypocrite. Idk 

Well I am in school right now . . . In biology again. We just watched a special on MOTHER EARTH! It was so funny! I mean it was just so stupid it was funny. Kinda like Napoleon Dynamite (if that is how you spell it). Well the middle schoolers just came into the computer lab and it is like CROWDED! Well our  basketball game last night was pretty cool. We won both games and we cheered like Poo!  

Yo Yo Yo!

BASKETBALL GAME TONIGHT . . . . I am cheering and we are going to suck LOL! Well its just girls tonight so no big deal! Wish them and us luck!

Girlies

Hey . . . I am not mad at anybody but someone new. I love all of my friends like Jessica M and B, Taylor M, Brittany B, and Heather N. Right now the only things that get me mad are liars, posers, and people who ditch people. Well JB . . . I wasn't mad at you I forgave you and forgot everything like a while ago! Well not that long but it has been a while. And I am sorry for making it look like that. See we tried to be your friend and we invited you to church and we invited you to youth and stuff. Do you want to know why I go to church? Well the first thing is to worship, learn, and love the heavenly father. The second is well . . . you know hee hee hee. You shouldn't care about what other people think of you. Just to let you know they don't think about you like that Jess. They are really worried about you and so am I and JM. I know you don't have to go but you have been hanging out with Chris, Clare, Brooke, Brooke and all them lately (not saying anything is wrong with them, I love them well not Chris but you get my point) and I can tell you are worrying about outside instead of inside and I can see things Jess. See little things that add up to big things. I am also worried if we get ok again if you will turn around and do the same things again. Jess I know things, ok I have ways to find out what you say. I know you were talking crap about me. I don't know if you are still but I do know that you were. 1st Corinthians 6, that's funny because I told you to read that before you went out with Devin. LOL! Jess it is really hard for me to say things out loud. Its just really hard for me to get the right words. It took me like a whole 2 hours to right this.LOL Well I just want you to know because online words can be taken out of context. I am not mad like I said at the beginning. LOL I <3>

NEXT TOPIC: TWILIGHT!!!


so Jess i am planning on a complete post for how awesome it was! so Twilight came out like two days ago. I am going tomorrow which is technically today with my sister! I am excited because EDWARD CULLED IS AMA-ZA-ZA-ZING!!! So excited. I read all the books and I hope it doesn't ruin it for me! But I just won't think of it being based on the book. . . . Its just another amazingly amazing movie :D

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So So So I am writing a story and well it deals with my life, but I used other names . . . some from twilight and some from marked. I really love it and I feel much better when I do write. I will be posting the first few chapters on www.fanfiction.net soon! I don't know the title or any of the chapters names yet. I will post it when I put it on the site. Well today is opening day for hunting. I couldn't go and hunt because I don't have my licence yet. Well i am getting a cell phone soon! YESSS!!!! I can't wait, my dad found this awesome one and its blue and omg I love it, but i have to pay for it and its like 179$ jeesh! Well this week I have read the first four books of Marked! They were ok but compared to Twilight they were nothing. But I do like them and unfortunately now i am scared poopyless of ravens and crows . . . they are scary!!! Well I decided to cut my sinful hands off (figuratively speaking). I feel way better too! Weird I thought it would hurt like lemon juice on a paper cut. But it didn't! Well right now i am like idolizing (not really) Brookelle Bones! I love her hair and she is so pretty! Ugg . . . can't wait until my hair grows out and then i am going to get my hair like her!!! yeah . . . . so I am cheer leading and personally i think its gay but oo wells!

LIFE SUCKS!!

When you think of a million knifes stabing your heart, and think of shattering glass cutting you all over your body, and think of a BILLION bees stinging you, every inch of your body in pain . . . . and I will tell you that I think of my best friend betraying me over a guy. That feeling, that pain gets worse and worse every minute, that I realize that I had a chance of happiness, a brief moment in my life of feeling loved and cared for, but in the long hall I realized that a brief moment of joy will bring an eternity of heart ache and lonelyness . . .So I count the hours when i will get over you, if i get over you. . . . will I get over you, . . . . . eventually, will I find someone better, . . . . . . . most definately, will I find that one person that will love me for who I am and never throw me away like a dirty rag, . . . . . . . hopefully, but the real question is will I find another true friend like that ever again?? . . . . . . . . . . . the answer is up to you, and in that case your response would most likely be NEVER! . . . . . . TIP ( what you say and do today could effect your life the next, maybe for the good, but don't forget the bad!)

HuNtEr SaFeTy!

SO I PASSED!!! YEA!! I MISSED ZERO ON MY TEST AND DID AWESOME AT THE RANGE, BUT SUCKED AT CLAY PIGEONS!! LOL

Will She Ever Stop?

So whats going on in your world?? too much stuff in mind! Well I went to a birthday party friday. It was ok until about 9:00! Well there were guys there and one of them i kinda liked and one of the girls there said no flirting no flirting!! and then she invited the guy she liked? How hypocritical is that?? Well i was pissed kinda because the guy she likes was . . . well was important to me and i was over him and she knew that i just got over him she didnt even ask the girl who was having the party! Boy i wish plain and simple was there to help me out! Any way something happened and i dont know what because i was inside sleeping because i didnt want to get involved! Well you thoughts and prayers are very much needed in this situation! Thnks for listening to a teenage terror in trouble! Please comment good or bad, just remember the things you say today could effect you in ten years!

My Calling

So I figured out my calling! Its Art! I love it! Every time I go to class I am excited about what we are doing and what we are learning! SO we are doing a project on an artist, i choose Paul Guigain (sp) you say his last name like go-gan! lol Well I have to do a movie poster about him and one of his pictures . . . and I love art!! When i am creating something I feel happy and powerfull, which sucks because after that awesome high I get I have gay butt band! Grrr Well I also love fashion, the thing is i can create it but not wear it cuz I am fat (no one comment on my fatness) so I can't wait until I move far far far away and paint for a living. I might go to Paris!

Oooo Yeah!

Well me and a friend are getting closer I am so happy. . . but sometimes i think she gets annoyed but over all we are talkin again . . . ( woot woot) lol! Well i am still confused but way way better!

Confuzzled!

Well there is this guy, need i say more? Well i hang out with him about once a week, and well I used to have this huge huge crush on him but that was physical like i thought he was cute. Then i got to know him and then he found this amazing girl and apparently he loves her. But i am confused because he always makes it feel like he likes me more than a friend! And a lot of people are saying no he is just a good guy and he is ur friend but every time i fall for him! Can i get over . . . Could i get over him . . . better question will i get over him?

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well i got my haircut! yeah its like totally awesome!! well its short, way short! and W love it only i wish it could be a little shorter in the back . . . i am going back to get it cut shorter! and get more bangs! lol i will get a picture up as soon as i get one! lol well things are going way better between me and D . . . he is taking it better than i thought he would!

Well i have a FAVORITE SONG!! its called just dance by Lady Gaga . . . she is so pretty and i love the beat and the lyrics are so funny! and i would listen to it 24/7 if i could and i would not get annoyed by it!! The music video is a little questionable . . . and the point of the song not to good . . talks about drinking to much and just dancing, but . . . i love it!

So soon its going to be Halloween and i am going as a scary pumpkin but i wanted to be a clown . . see i am wearing black sweats and a sweatshirt and then putting my hood over my head then my mask! and i really wanted to be clownzilla it looks really scary! but the pumpkin mask was like only a dollar at Wal-mart so wut the heck! but if i find one then i am totally being a clown! SO Halloween weekend i am going to my bffs and we are doing a saw marathon and its going to be awesome! i wish we could try to do a Halloween marathon but we would like only be able to watch like 3 of them! lol

Well this weekend i am going to the same bffs and going to see saw 5 LOL!! its like saw saw saw! lol I told my mom and she asked who saw five wut? lol it was hilarious . . .tried to explain and she was like "yuck" lol i cant wait well we might see hsm 3 so idk! either way its awesome! and then this weekend i am also dieing my hair . . . again! lol black!! YEAH!

SO umm this lil group meeting we have its called slice and we are starting it up again and i cant wait cuz i have been struggling a lot lately and i need help and encouragement! Jb is like the head of it and she is amazing and i feel bad for her because she is a good person and a lot of bad things are happening to her and its not fair! I know . . . . I know life is not fair but still! Bad things aren't supposed to happen to good people! Thats just how i see it!

Well if any of you have any of ur fav quotes then comment and tell me some! and u will put them on my blog! love yah!

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Well . . . . i just typed a lot and then it deleted so i will quickly summarize . . . i am single . . . friends are retarded and fighting, and i am cutting my hair!! YEAH!

BORED in BIOLOGY

   Hey I am n biology and i am just surfing on the web . . . . twilight stuff mostly! lol lots of icons and pictures! cant wait for November 21!! that's when the movie comes out! YES!! 

    Well i just want to say something of my friends . . . well one of them is well lets say J . . . she is the most amazing best friend ever, she is like my twin but she looks different! lol we have the same birthday and we like the same things we have mostly the same problems and  . . . i can tell her anything and she will understand, she is me drug . . . lol my heroine! Another is H . . . she is . . .  she is indescribable! I love her so much! I can tell her anything and she will give me something in return  . . . she tells me everything and anything!  She has a blog too! Love her to death! These chicks are so close to my heart an ope heart surgery couldn't pry them one millimeter away! so here is to all me friends may you never change! :D

Sweets!

Well sorry i didn't post yesterday! lol busy busy busy this week! Well thanks for all the comments ur awesome and to the anonymous poster who said i was busted . . . . nice but she does! lol love yah! he he he he . . . ok well next topic GERMANS!! yeah . . . . well our German people came today and i meet one . . . his name is jan but it is pronounced as yan! weird . . . well he is like really shy but a few more days and well he will be so social its not funny! well hopefully

Well Saturday is sweetest day!! and i got a surprise for my bf . . . . lol hehehe . . . . well its not like omg but he will like it . . . .hopefully!! lol . . . .well yeah he is such a dog *woof*woof* lol inside joke!! . . . . BE YOURSELF!!!! (Lil tip) :D

Nighty Night!

well its like 10:00 and well i need my rest cuz i sleepy! *yawn*! lol one time i did that in a email and every time i read it i yawned! like every time . . . weird! anyway well . . . just thought i say sweet dreams to all my girlies . . . may they dream awesome dreams and . . . well dream about worlds with happily ever afters!

Morning :)

well its Tuesday morning and well i didn't go to school . . . well i am going to but not know. . . lol ya no BIOLOGY!!! woot woot . . . anyways i wanted to put a shout out to TAYLOR . . . . i love you chicka i am sorry for wut i said i was angry and upset and boys are diving me crazy hopefully you will find this and read it and forgive me . . . love ya sista from another mista! p.s. i don't want to like him!! lol

yay bout that there is this guy and he is sooo cute and he always flirts and it drives me crazy because it makes me think he likes me and then i will start to like him! grr but he doesn't like . . nvm!! ARG! (wow did i actually say arg?) well no one has left comments but that's ok cuz i feel better just saying everything on here so !! GO COMMENT!!

Well Well Well . . .

Hey y'all . . . well i just came back from a band competition! yeah . . . we got a 2 which is ok some other band got a 1 and the other got a 3 so its all good! yeah um like all the band people loved our uniforms and star stuff!! well we still suck . . . but we did good . . . boys are starting to annoy me ok one of them called me mannish!! dude i don't even like . . . no i don't ok i have curves and my . well . . . nvm. . . dude i have a boyfriend! :)

Speaking of boyfriends . . . well i know this girl and i love her to death! but she is really pretty and skinny and she is my best friends sister!! and well like every time i liked someone she always likes them and i try to be nice but it bothers me because she is prettier than me and skinnier and . . . nvm :X

Well on to another subject . . . FAN FICTION!! yeah BOY! well when i first was first introduced to fan fiction it was by my two lovely cohorts (jenandbarryblogspot.com) well back then it was all harry potter . . . Hermione and Malfoy mostly! well anyway i just finish breaking dawn and know its all about twilight baby!!! yeah!! lol i am obsessed dude i didn't know a fictional character could have to many stalkers lol . . . which is impossible since he doesn't not exist! lol wow . . . . well please post comments on ur FAV story on FanFic and let me know the really good ones on of my fav is Dreaming I'm Alive . . . its good . . . READ IT!

Twilight!

Well I am a major Twilight fan and . . . I am so excited to see the new movie! *dancing* Well I read all the books in less than a month . . . crazy right (wow I say that a lot) Well I am praying that Stephenie Meyer (how ever you spell her name) will write midnight sun!! I-I don't know what I would do to get a hold of that book, but i am pretty sure it would be anything!! So I am writing this to all of my fan-family!! Have any good twilight websites?

First Day!!

yeah . . .well its my first day!! To start off with, last week must have been the worst week yet the best week ever! Crazy right. well I am having friend troubles and its like drama drama drama, the girls at my school are like bitchzillas and ugh . . . well then i just got the most amazing boyfriend ever and i love it when he is around because he makes me forget he is like my . . . um well i cant remember the word but it deals with numbing! lol :) then to top it off me dad threatened to leave . . . yeah not so fun! well hope this next week will be way better . . . . wish me luck!